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Being Nothing

from Dead And Loving It by Bad History Month

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lyrics

Being Nothing

I think, and so I am.
But all my thoughts just say:
“You are nothing.”

I don’t know shit.
But I still exist.
I’m tired of wasting all my time
fucking hating it.

There’s an untouched gift.
I don’t open it.
It doesn’t look big enough,
so I throw a fit.

I’m tired of wasting all my time.
I’m tired of wasting all my time.
I’m tired of wasting all my time.
Talking the same shit to myself,
over and over and over and
over and over and over again...

Then a light came on.
And before it shut off,
I noticed that the words were true,
just not the way I thought.

Now that I know
what it means to be
Nothing,
I can finally imagine
what it is
to be Free.

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from Dead And Loving It, released November 3, 2017

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